February 2012
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“I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is...”
– Unknown (via sumpump)
kevz:
Heard this the other day.
I’m already insecure enough. Fuck.
I hate being the center of attention.
I don’t like the feeling of eyes being on me and only me. It makes me nervous.
I guess I’m just not that type of person. I’d rather be as discrete as possible.
January 2012
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I have so much to say.
But I just don’t know where to start. I feel like everything will just overwhelm me, and I’ll get choked up. It happens every time. And when I do try to say everything, I always feel like I’ve left things out in the end.
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I mean, if I want it, I’m gonna try for it. If it means that much to me, it’s understandable as to why I continue putting in an effort.
Watchaprilceeee:
thatgirlwiththerippedjeans:
videohall:
This is the best thing I’ve ever seen at the moment (Who is your favorite?)
oh my god, AW.
AWWWWH ! ahaha omg!
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ivychubsxooo asked: Christia you're a beautiful person xoxoxoxooooo
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I hate nights like this.
I feel all lonely, but then I don’t wanna start talking to anyone ‘cause I feel annoying. I keep hoping my phone randomly lights up and vibrates, even though I know it won’t. It’s like, I wanna isolate myself, but I want company at the same time.
Oh, insecurities. You’re killin’ me.
December 2011
Looking back on everything gives me an unsettling feeling. It was a trip. There were so many ups, downs, sudden turns, and even complete stops. Whenever I think about it, I remember the mix of emotions I felt at the time. It bothers me, but then I realize how things are now. Everything happens for a reason, and if the bad times didn’t happen, everything wouldn’t be how they are now....
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Talking down on myself is never the way to go, but I can’t help it. I see these other girls that are so beautiful, inside and out, and it makes me extremely uncomfortable in my own skin. I’m not like them. I don’t have that pretty face that’ll make people stare. I don’t have features that others wish they had. I don’t have that personality that everyone loves. I...
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November 2011
I wish I was good at ignoring things.
I’m the type of person who always lets things get to me. Why? I really have no idea. If something is bothering me, I can’t just ignore it. It’s there until I fix it somehow.
I’m such a fucking emotional person, and I hate it. It would be the best thing if I were able to control my emotions.
thedangthang:
I fucking hate ants. i want to kill all of their queens and chop their legs off and have africans eat them
OMG. ME TOO.
I'm here for you, you know?
I would drop whatever it is I’m doing if you ever need me. I would never want you to hesitate to talk to me if you need a shoulder to cry on or just someone to vent to.
I may not have the ability to make it all better, but I may have the words to ease you, the ears to listen, and the arms to hug you. Your problems are mine, and I’ll stick with you 110% to get through them. I promise.
In all honesty, I’m always feeling like I did something wrong.